Thursday, September 23, 2004
Hello to one and all.
Exams coming in a wk time.
Haf been studying a lot these days.
I don't wanna retain.
Neither do I wanna get into a bad class.
I wanna go into the same class as clique.
Haix.
I don't know if it wld come true.
Problems aft problems.
One by one coming in.
Not slow.
But really fast.
Haix.
I hafta settle everything on my own.
Will yoo ever understand?
Yoo wun.
Yoo'll nvr.
Nvr will yoo.
I live my life without a meaning.
*o9 haben been coming online.
Hmm.
I knew she wld read my blog.
Hahaha.
That sillyyyyyyyy.
miss a truck lorry lots.
Haben been talking to her aft my phone confiscated.
Thinks she's pissed with me lahh.
Oh wells.
Nvm.
Shall wait for her to feel better.
Wells. Got lotsa to do.
Shall not update anymore.
Shall end this with few msges.
Haix.
To you-know-who-you-are-i-don't-wanna-mention,
Haix.
I know I disappoint yoo in some ways.
But, before saying that.
Ever thot I felt?
Ever say a 'thankew' whenever I offer to help?
Ever console me when I need someone?
Be the one who hug me so tight and nv let go,
Let me cry on ure shoulders?
No, never did u?
yoo didn't.
Never ever stepped into my shoes and think.
My parents.
My family.
I told everything.
I trusted yoo so much.
Sometimes, somethings.
I know yoo told to ppl that I don't expect u to tell.
I don't wanna mention who.
You know it Urself.
Now u realized that its silly abt that letter.
Wells, I got nth to say.
I had always look upon yoo like a role model.
Now what.
Im disappointed.
Really. Haix.
Nothing much I can do to change now.
Tk care. Studyy hardd./ (:
To *o9,
Hopefully yoo'll be able to read this bahs.
My phone kena confiscated le.
Sorry.
Cant msg u anymore.
Wonder if u did receive my sms todaye.
Im sorry.
Hopefully I'll see yoo arnd yaaa?
Miss yoo loads.
tk lotsa care ok?
Like what u said.
got fate then will meet de.
((:
will try to msg u if Im goin over to hlm ya?
Hope both yoo and her are doing fine.
Lemme know okie?
Studyy hardd ok?
lluurrvveeyyeeww.
to *my babyy,
I know I cant be a really perfect gf.
Im trying. really.
Althou yoo cant see.
But its rreallyy true!
Trust me ok?
Im not leaving.
Jus thinking of what some ppl told me todaye.
In a really terrible mood.
Im sorry.
Im always venting them on yoo.
I feel so bad Everytime.
Haix.
I really hope we'll get better.
And im sure we'll get plentyy much better ryte?
We'll be like that old couple on the streets,
80+ le, still so en ai, still holding hands yess?
did I tell yoo I can't live without ure love?
guess I didn't.
now i'm telling yoo.
Im totally nothing without yoo.
I'll be totally lostt.
Don't leave me again.
I'll love yoo till my very last breath.
wells, tk lotsa care kayy?
dont be be the second you-know-who-im-talkin-abt.
better bathe!
hahaha.
alrightyyy.
i'll cyaa soon alrighttt?
missing yoo alrdy!
hahahaha.
studyy hardd.
we're gonna strive for hp and money!
i love u baby. x)
-baby can't yoo see that i need yoo.
; stick with you
